19 February, 2008

whatta helll????!!

minggu ni mmg tiring gle...when i am writing this i've just finished my quiz for one of my many subjects...and to be frank...i just killed one of my A's for my exams...!
the problem starts with this...
lets rewind to a few weeks back..



me and few other committee members are working on a few projects and to do so we have to have a proper proposal and paper work.....and with the so called outstanding service given bu our own HEPA....we have to re correct our proposals at least 5 times at that time..the tension at that time was still hidden..

we keep changing the wordings and the title and the theme and many other thing ...we keep seeing our lecturers for advice,our students' representative council for help..our dean for approval...and now the projects has been like two weeks and we couldn't even send it for approval from the HEPA yet...the tension at this time pointed to the management..

now it has been three weeks and we are still putting our final touch to the proposals and that it was not easy for us because we have to do it in a very explicit way...and now the tension heads to everybody..

our supervisor has to go to kota bharu for a seminar and what not..
our proposals is still in her office...
our head is cracking with shitty things..
our study is everywhere..

and today i have a quiz and i just killed it..
badly..

even though i have apologized to my lecturer regarding to the situation
but now i felt nothing than hardship in being in this position...

but i must admit...

this has made me a better person and i am learniong..

[i hope that my friend at uni can read this as i must apologize if i am being harsh in a way or not spending enough time being happy..please do understand my position and i am hoping for your understanding and support...]

trala lalaa

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