the sound of relief when everything is done...

is sooooo swwwweeet!!

as i wrote this i have just finished my assignments, my reports and my presentations. it's not that i do things at the eleventh hour...half of it were given a day before and the lecturer expects us to come with a finished product the next day.

i didn't sleep for almost two days and doing that makes me go a bit gaga..
but cracking my head off just to settle everything is the sweetest battle of all..
really..
in a way it makes you feel like a student
the function of you being a students really shows in this kind of circumstances..

giving the final touch upon our project[i work together with a classmate of mine,ina] we couldn't help but feel ecstatic about it..

the laugh and giggles of it was so harmony...even though it was kinda bising..

however...rewind back to the moment before isetle things...one guy told me something that really makes me realize a fact..

he was once a drug abuser and blimey...he sort of knew what everything taste or feel like..that was him when he was at younger age...
as times goes..he bacame somebody and that somebody turns out to be successful...well..sort of..

i told him that i don't want to go to classes anymore because i had enough bout improper acedemic schedule..so he said..if i think that way...how am i suppose to further up untill my master and so on...he said no matter what my reasons are..he use to go through it all ...
with his condition [all the drugs and stuff] he could make it, let alone me, who has a healthy mind,brain and body to match with the field that i chose now,my passion. he said i could have done way better than him..

that
makes me think
he is true though

that is also the reason why i woke up from my nap...sit straight and do my ass-signments until it reaches fin.

thanks to tengku amir nasrudin for making me realize about lots of things...if you are reading this then i am more than glad..thank a loTTT!!!