19th june 2008
this is a very bad date as for me to remember.
2 of my best friend kena maki hamun ngan lagi 2 org former best friend..
(i would consider them as friends before that date but since the day this happens,i guess friends is not the word anymore,nor enemy as well.)
it all starts with this 7 friends, happily befriended with each other and having great time.as time flew,it separtes us into two sides,4+3..
due to many reasons why we split and also due to many unexplainable situations that happens,not forgetting countless misunderstanding, we part.
to mention their name is not necessary here..but for those who knew..here's my side of the story..
we let go off things that are unsettled in between us and live on..happily..
the three of us are still wondering what are the reasons that we parted but not t make a big fuss bout it we just move on.
so are they.
there are times where we saw faces that they make(which for me looks so immature)
there are also times where we makes faces just because we can't seem to understand their reaction of hating us so much..
to our understanding..both sides are not settled with the situation.
last week we had a short course before we go for our practicum.he highlight of the week is the micro-teaching session where everybody has to teach while the rest as mock students.
my good friend was the second last of the whole two days session.
during that session one of the four former best friend doesn't show any interest into the teaching.hence, my friend her call out her name and told her to repeat what she has taught. dengan slumbernye die jawab..xtau teacher..saye xtau...
(bare in mind that the session is about transport-standard two)
so my friend -the one doing the teaching ask the whole class to repeat again so that the one who doesn't know can listen thus repeat again.
our supervisor took note at that situation as class management and she manage well with students who doesn't pay attention.
(considering that there are students who felt sleepy,talking in the class,and that particular girl was in fact sms-ing in her phone while the teaching was held...
the micro teaching session finishes on good notes..
but what happened at the hostel is he beginning of the not so good day..
the former friend and her clique ambushed my friend while she was napping.
(my good friend got a single room so she doesn't have any roomates.she was trying to get some sleep at that time)
so the former friend slams the door open wide and yell at my friend who was clueless of what is happening to her at the moment..
the yelling continues as loud as two blocks away can hear it.
(i was sleeping at that time, was awaken by my friend )
the situation was so loud that everybody on our floor went out from their room to see what is happening ..
(by that time i was outside my friend's door -not interrupting the situation but just to be there for my friend..she refuses others to interrupt)
the yelling continues so loud and all i can remember bout that time is the tears that i have to control
and the eager faces wanting to see the whole drama.
around 10 mins or so the drama is over and i quickly went into my friends room to console her.
i was so relief and weird at one point because she doesn't even cried.
she handle the situation with calm..
she told me that she doesn't want to cari pasal with anyone and that girl yelling is not going to break her.
i was the one who cried.
on the thought that all of us use to be very close friend and now turns out to be so different than how i used to know them.
i can remember that shaky feeling that i felt after the whole thing
not because im afraid or anything
but the volume those two girls produce was so immense.
i regret having friends like you guys..
those are some of the words.
for those four people that means those words..
here's apiece of my brain..
with you guys ambushing the girl during her nap without any virtue of knocking or salam, shows that you guys doesn't even have manners.
the yelling proves that you don't know hoe to control your anger and rage..
the truth that almost everybody in the bock can hear you tells me that what a moron you are because you are revealing the bad side of your to the whole wide world-membuka pekung di dada..
the fact that you guys are 22 years old and 20 y.o show that you have learn nothing from the rest of your life because simply you don't know how to handle the situation professionally-considering that you will be teachers..duhhh
ironically...congratulation because you guys have proven that -
tu la sifat yang menjatuhkan orang melayu
benda kecil dibesar besarkan
sesama sendiri pun nak jatuh manjatuhkan..
bila nak maju?
i don't regret having such friends as they are the reason i learn bout life
thank you to
W.U.A.W.A AND N.A.A.M
N.S.A AND N.L.Z.A
2 comments:
oh sis.. you are just emo wreck, just like i am.
but that's not a bad thing,it's a GOOD thing, to have cried, and to have felt. we are beings that Allah made that feel, so it is not wrong to have cried or felt wronged over the situation.
they are stupid for one thing, immature and couldn't be considered as future leaders, future teachers that will help future leaders. no, we don't want this kind of people leading our children's lives into the same pattern as theirs, which i am pretty sure made them think that they are superior than you.
oh, i can babble about this, just go to my blog. this will take some time.
manusia boleh berubah .hati hati pilih kawan oke sayang
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