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seventh day of ramadhan and i feel great. woke up in no rush to go anywhere, no plans made for today and no expectatations. but as i breathed, slowly things started to turn me down.

of last night:
dialog MTM. have a lot in mind but who cares.as though it is that important. you can read here as to what my friend thinks about it..as for me, there are few responses to what i've said last night. here's the thing-first u said 'cadangan untuk mempertingkatkan nama kolej' and i suggest held a bazar. and you responded in a different way i think from what i meant. bt,still,need not for it to be debated here as i lost interest for such and such.

of friends:
read blogs of few of my friends and found out some has a great life where money i not an issue and having the best time of her life is the only thing,while another friend is facing betrayal of closest friends and advices people not to trust your friends even closest ones 100%. growing up not having an issue of friends is not cool. you gotta experience that in order to live. i've been there,done that and trust me, grass is not always greener on the other side and you won't be happy for the rest of yur life,that's just fairy tales. life means you gotta go through hardship and learn from it. hardship in terms of what,you tell me.

of love:
thanks for not making it today.appreciate it.make it up next week?

of family:
"mie!nanti balik buat nasi minyak best!"

of ladang:
i am happy in my own space. the outside is the part where you put on your poker face on.

oopsie: banyak drama.sudah laaa