ak emo.so?

i know i wasn't suppose to update anything during this busy week,but who can resist when i am definitely in rage right now. of my self, of the people i worked with, and of my handphone*tetiba*
but somehow i think i need to write because sharing with people doesn't do me any good.

pretty upset with myself for not having discipline through and through this week. i am prone to be rebellious, the more people say NO, the more i want to do it.but even so, with no discipline that i DON'T have, i'd still do part of my job so that i wouldn't trouble people around me. i'll try to discipline myself or more t say, cooperate with others..when i feel so.later.

to people around me, yes, i have admitted the fact that it's not easy to work with people around you because you'll meet all sorts of odd behavior along the way.
ada yang sibuk memang betul betul sibuk sampai hampir pingsan.
ada yang sibuk konon sibuk sebab jawatan dia yang membuatkan ia berbunyi seperti orang yang sibuk.
ada yang buat buat sibuk padahal takde hal nak sibuk pun.
ada yang buat kerja sendiri sampai tak layan kerja orang lain.
ada yang buat kerja orang lain sampai kerja sendiri tak terbuat
ada yang buat asal nak buat kerja je mesti ada hal lain, sakit la, emergency la
ada yang tahu suruh orang buat kerja je, tapi dia tak buat pun kerja.
ada yang buat kerja mahu dia saja yang betul
ada yang buat kerja dah buat pegi balik tido.

but dealing these many sorts of people, telling them straight to their face is almost immpossible especially when you are in NO position to talk or advice them on that issue.malay society sangat. konon nak jaga hati.

and my handphone.rindu nya mak kat nokkk.okelah, untuk birthday nak BB satu.baru hilang rindu.haha..bluberry pun layan lah.haha


and so for now, i couldn't stand dealing with people, don't think that jokes are funny, and don't think that nasi adalah makanan sedap.
until now, i've been eating almost 10 packets of jeruk,
drank countless bottled green tea,
zero air masak.

berkualiti sangat hidup.

dan yang palng penting, escapism yang terbaru...

bawah meja di Infolab Canselor

tu paket yang ke brape tah.


oopsie: hei perempuan, kalau dah emo dengan aku, jangan depan depan nak tunjuk muka baik.