the book teddy gave which i still got no time to read.*sigh*
sister wrote yuck to my writing "you're like my second boyfriend now",.. sorry sister but it's not you or anybody. that is how i look at my life at this particular hour,time and place. i spent most of my nights attending meetings, while my days attending classes here and there. once or twice *or more* I've skipped class just because simply i am lazy or not feeling like going to one. but the rest i'll just go on, because it is part of my duty to attend class as well. but my night shift, is all a waste whereby i have to attend meeting , could be 3 meetings in one night. when everybody else can be in their room catching up on notes or friend or even room mate.while me? i don't have such time. slowly, i'm trying to pull back on myself sometimes but how far can i go? i'll be doing the same for this one year,and god knows what will happen until then. I've noticed that I've been a lot quieter this semester and been solo everywhere most of the time. i feel at ease being that way.
one of my friend said he's married to his job, well, i think at this point i have declared relationship with mine. maybe i'll go "it's complicated" to mine.
one of my friend said he's married to his job, well, i think at this point i have declared relationship with mine. maybe i'll go "it's complicated" to mine.
oopsie: feels like i'm missing something. where's my drive?
4 comments:
bila la status sy nk jd WIDOWED nie..grrrrrr
you gotta love what you're doing babe.
tapi sibuk2 meeting smpat lagi layan si gila ni kan. hehe. thank you the other day.
imu! :)
sis,
Allah bagi kita cukup masa.. tak baik kalo cakap tak cukup masa, takde masa.. masa tu ada, kita yg manage masa tu mcm mana..
and about all the meetings, what i did was whenever my guts tell me that the meeting is heading nowhere, i get out of the meeting. mine often winds up more than 3 hours on one meeting.
oh this could just be another blog entry
nak pinzamz! xbc lg the gift.. ;p
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