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tersepit. katanya.

today, a friend came for a visit to clarify things between me and my friends here in Uni. she thinks that i am having some problems with them hence the separation from them. she came after another friend told her in a way that makes us all thinks that we are in some kinds of trouble. and this another friend thinks that i am bothering her, and that ask her to help me with this.

thanks friend for acknowledging my problems. and i appreciate your concern so much.

but, i think after today, i have been misinterpreted in this whole situation.

so yes, a clarification is in need.

A- yes, i am in deep trouble this semester, too much on my plate gave me trouble to digest. but if i am out there socializing, then i am fine.

B- sometimes, i just need someone to listen to, or to talk to. not gossiping but just sharing serious things. don't quiet like gossiping nowadays.

C- if i am in the position of asking help, i would ask,courteously. not berkias way. that's rude. so, you would surely know if i am asking you a favour.

D- i always bare in my mind that "those who talks*bitch*  about others will talk*bitch* about you" phrase. so, i try not to talk of others much. should i need confrontation, you know i would do it straight forwardly. if not, then nothing to confront, we're good.

E- MAJOR IMPORTANT FACT :  nowadays i have huge problems that i can't share simply with anyone. so, i prefer to be alone most of the time. i'm not Emo or anything, being alone just keeps me calm and helps me focus on things that i have to do. *those who knows, i REALLY hope that you guys keep it as a secret*

F- i'm done with gaduh gaduh among my friends. that is waaaaay back during my diploma years. enough is enough. i am trying to be more ZEN now.

friends, you know who i'm talking about. and you know who you are. thank you for your concern. as i said before, berkawan hingga akhirat, tapi tiada secara fizikal bukan bermakna saya lupa.

relax relax sudehh.

oopsie: don't take this the wrong way okay. chill ;)