a great closure to 2010 and more, since there are a few more days left.

i've been spending time with my family and loved ones. i got so many surprises and able to shop for what i want too. i think i enjoy the whole experience.
but when i think of those moments again, it's not the spending that i love the most because when i came back looking at all the paper bags and plastics, i became sad. not happy.
so, of all what made me feel happy?
i just realized that it's the walking to the shops that makes me happy,
it's the gap in between trips that makes me happy,
and the moment before we bid goodbye makes me happy.
also the journey that we took to go to places that makes me happy
why you must ask?

those are the times that i can talk with mom
those are the times where i can joke and laugh with dad
and those are the moments where abang advised me with wisdom
and surely during those journey is when i talk of serious matters with Ted.

i've realized now that one day those people might be gone in my life...i don't how i would react then, but to think again, i can always come back to these memories where i can say to myself " i have spent a quality, a great deal, of time with those people and with that they leave me with no regrets"

i think no pictures are necessary for this post.. because i have kept them nicely in my mind :)

oopsie: i wish sister and brother in law can join us one day with broad happy smile on everyone's faces. amiin