"semua bangun! se la mat pagi cek gu!"

"ade banyak kerja.tapi kenape tak buat?"
"malas.malas"

it's nothing new if i say that i am feeling super lazy. mom would yawn and say "what's new with that?".. i know...i know that would probably have to sit in front of my lappie and start typing my cover letter and CV for my proficiency, but i am more prone to typing my blog entry instead.
*sigh*
what's up with people eh?
i mean me..
always felt so indolent up to a point where they know what they're suppose to be doing but still ignorant towards it.
in my case, i lack motivation.
which study has very little to offer my self.
i mean, i can magine myself being poor, pennyless if i didn't study now.
even worst, living in a cardbox wearing kain batek.
*gasp*
i also can imagine myself driving my dream car,wearing stuff i like, and having a steady job due to what i work for today.
but that seems to be inadequate.
what else can make me feel induced?
*wonder i wonder*

take shopping for instance,
you could always purchase more and more and still feel motivated relentless of feeling tired even you got sores on your feet.
why is it so hard to feel the same when studying?
why is it sooo hard to just keep studying on and on ,regardless of how boring it is but still keep going?

maybe..
that these few days my focus was on something else that i pay less attention towards my study.
these few dasy i am super excited since kanda is in east coast,
*padahal bukan dapat jumpe pun..excited je lebeh*
was also excited with online shopping till i realise i have to watch my spending.
was also excited upon few other things
hence my attention towards dear study is minimal
*so sorry sayangku study...*

as a comeback..
i shall..
♥ forget about shopping!
♥ spend time more with dear books and notes
♥ spend less time with kanda
♥ bare in mind the study comes first, no other things.

hahah..
nuff time for play, now is time for serious business.
*wink*