03 March, 2011

forever hiatus

i'm making a whole new blog.
good bye dniealias.blogspot.com

11 February, 2011

menangis dalam hati.

seriously?
saya sungguh sedih/kecewa dengan perangai/respon abang sendiri.
you make me want to be farther and farther from you.
as we have grown apart. i can see that the gap is bigger now.
and i seriously start not to care anymore.
well, since you don't even try to care/understand
at least i know sister doesn't like it with whom i am with now, but she tried to understand.
but you just shove people away from you.
just like what i'm doing to you now.
thank you.
;(

i mean it when i say i won't be close. expect to hear nothing from me from now on..

08 February, 2011

cupid.

most of my latest activities nowadays involved me and Ted.. we are not that adventurous but certainly know how to grab the chance while we're still at it. so, some time ago we went to Malacca, Dataran Pahlawan to be exact, we stumbled upon this archery game.i forgot what is it called. it is an indoor archery where you get to shoot the arrows at the target and all. i'm not quiet the sporty type but Ted was feeling a bit adventurous so he decided to try out.
For RM8 you'll get 10 arrows. and for us i think we got extra 6, so total 16 arrows.
now go shoot some love cupid man!

Ted listening to some coaching from the girl.
the instruction was very clear, easy to understand and doesn't make you feel nervous at all. But i doubt if she was a professional archery athlete or something like that.
ehem, tenung ape tu dik?

strike the pose
aim and release.see that box of light on the floor, that's where you have to stand on.

release!

for first timers, it is quiet painful on the hands as you have to pull the thingy. Ted got sore hands after only 10 arrows. and we got 16??? he was shooting fast so that it'll be over quickly.
and these
was where all the arrows had gone to. 4 bullseye's not bad for a first timer eyh?
 so whenever you are around Malacca why don't you go over there and give a shot. after all, archery is one of the prophets's favorite sports right?


ok, that's all.
gotta go cramp some notes into my head, got a test tomorrow. toodles :)

07 February, 2011

it's all about the carrots and bunnies.



 oh well, this one is just a random picture i took. Ted said that this would be his dream house, sort of, not exactly but almost.
 me? i love the porch, easy to drive in and out.. 
 but of course not with a car like this. hell no. haha









happy lunar new year.
ye lah.aku kan cina. separuh.

oh ya, lupa nak bagitahu-
dnie banyak mengumpat di twitter.
kalau nak tahu anda jadi bahan umpatan saya atau tak,
sila la follow dniealias.
kalau saya kenal saya approve.
haha

31 January, 2011

over that simple maxi dress is a shirt.


I'm heading out for lunch with ted. and tonite will be going back to Terengganu.
a lot to catch up. later.

much love,
dniealias

27 January, 2011

Luaran aku mungkin nampak normal- bergurau,buat muka selamba,atau pape yang korang nampak.
Tapi dalam hati siapa tahu.
Kau dah berjaya buat aku jatuh dari tempat tinggi,pecah, berderai.
Semua atas nafsu kau pada keduniaan.
Tak sedar dek untung, kau makan tuan.
Ya. Kau dah berjaya buat aku membenci pegangan aku sendiri.
Aku harap kau puas.puas dengan posisi keduniaan sementara kau.
Aku tak perlu perjuangkan ape yang tak berbaloi.
Kau gembira?
Ya.aku tahu kau gembira.

24 January, 2011

sayang saya?

sayang looo..lagi mau tanya.walopun i sucked at appreciating people but i hope you do realize that i appresiate you kakak *hugss* okedahemobai.

oh for god sake, just ask.

What was your favorite toy to play with as a child?

emmm emmm.. i used to pretend that my file is a laptop, and the remote control is my handphone. when grown a bit i used to sing with my comb. so, yes, i like to play around because only there my imagination runs wild. p/s:yes, i'm weird like that =__='''

oh for god sake, just ask.

What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?

birthdays and friends. unfortunately i am surrounded by great people but i don't know how to appreciate every single of them.. :(

oh for god sake, just ask.

Tonight you surprise me by giving a whole new dimension of our love story. I don't know how far will those come true but I will just hold on to your dreams and make believe. Because we can only plan, and to the hands of God we make it happen.
A simple fast food dinner, a great conversation,your favourite movie and my favourite dessert. How else would I want to spend my life if not that way?
.

23 January, 2011

21 January, 2011

dinner date pronto









diploma mates.
been quiet a while since i last spend time with them. most of the time i was not available for them, something always has to come up. but today i thought yes, spend time with them,it's not that hard and your world does not evolves around your boyfriend saja. 
it is a relief to be able to talk with people on the same level of thinking with you.it is a bit different. nonetheless, friends are friends and they are different in their own ways.yang ni jauh datang ni, harus spend masa..kan?

thank you guys :) 
hopefully a great weekend ahead everyone!

say it, said it

hai.my name is Dnie. I believe i am a very complex human being.
i like to eat just anything.
But I think I eat fruits the most.
I need them for digestion.
I like fruits the most when eaten with asam.
i now, less on the vitamins that way.
My mother teaches me to eat my greens too.
But i cannot eat bitter-gourd
i think it taste even funkier than medicines and cough syrup combined together.
i like to dress up.
but i think i am lagging on confidence
i like to see pretty things too.
so, if i dress up,
be pretty, 
i like myself .
ridiculous.yeah.
i like to read magazines backwards
i also like to take pictures.
but i'm not that good.
i like girls in high heels.
i think hey are confident young and brave
flats are cute and humble
i think copycats are pathetic.
because they don;t have an identity of their own.
take inspiration.
that's different.
you look at someone else and try to make it your way.
that's inspired by others.
and oh, give credits.
not claimed it is all yours.
i think i am addicted to my phone now.
i rarely go online via my laptop
most of time i'll be attached to my phone.
call me a noob but i am all about feeling blessed with what i have now.
i love my mom, my dad, my sister, my brother.
my boyfriend.
i don't need dramas in my life, 
and people who make dramas are super lame.
and oh,reminder.
i don't like to smile to people who has bitched about me and i know when you've bitched.
grow up, the world is not that simple baby.
you bitched about me just because you can't be me.
no matter how great or dull i am.
you just not me.
so, don't expect me to smile back at you.
me no hypocrite.
likewise.
chiao 

18 January, 2011

center stage


credit to laila

just playing with the p90 that i adopt from miss fira.
and i just love the colors in the pictures.
no?
can you see the focus at the middle part of the picture and the back is slightly blurred.
love.
more pictures with classmates as i'll be bringing the camera everyday.
:)

14 January, 2011

need i say more?




okay...need i say it again and again and again..my curent obsession..and still is, maxi skirts and dresses. so flowy, effortless, chic but very the sopan, and yes, pwettyyyy.


nah..pegi klas akhirnya pakai skirt yang telah dijahit 95% sempurna..*5% lagi pada zip..demm*

mari pakai skirt loose loose dari pakai jeans ketat ketat..weeeee

oke lah..bai.


pictures credit to adriani-a.blogspot
and justsuper.tumblr.com

11 January, 2011

for today i feel good, and for that i thank you.

that man standing is Dr. Jayakaran.

this lecturer of mine is tad different from any other lecturers that i had before. i have this staple image of a lecturer being a person who teach but doesn't really have the idea of how to teach, telling students the current scenario at schools but they actually do the same things too.
well, until today, that thought changed.*at least for today*
Dr. Jaya has changed the perception that i had towards lectures.
he is way out of any other lecturers.
he curse in the class, tell students to shut up. but he also tells us the truth and most important being true to us, his 20-23 years old students.adults as he claimed.
he is dyslexic, and he said growing up is always hard going to schools because the teachers are insensitive towards his condition.always being scolded and told to sit at one corner. so he grew up and be a succesful man, teaching other young generations to be a good teacher, and to be sensitive towards your students.
"be an angel that they will love dearly for the rest of their lives"
my first year here in UPM, i always thought that i could be a teacher. until last year, one lecturer made me feel like i don't deserve to be a teacher since i did not live up to her expectations.
but today, in the class, i am positive again, i feel like there is a way for me to teach
and that it is possible for me to be a good teacher, possibly withing time, i'll be a great one.
i hope this positive energy will stay,for the rest of my study here.
for today, thank you Dr.Jaya. :)

i have to curi-curi snap his picture, that's the best i can do. ;/

ngap ngap.*that's all i can say*



i hate it when i am utterly mad at you
feels like snapping right in front of you
snapped.
feels like nagging at you.
nagged.
feels like pinching you all the way sampai lebam.
pinched.
feels like ignoring you.
ignored.
 but you just seems to know how to make me smile and forget that i am actually mad at you.
=_____=!!

haih.

 Ya Allah, aku bersyukur kepadaMu..andai dia ujian bagiku, aku benar benar teruji.

09 January, 2011

gain more inches.


I am going to keep wearing that pair of sandals and maybe once in a while my heels.. goodbye stinky flats, i almost hate you now.
well, not really but almost.now.
one of my new year resolution: wear more height.



07 January, 2011

06 January, 2011

phonespam:random pictures in mrs.berry

 froyo. me and Ted is addicted to this now.tapi harus sebulan sekali saja. froyo mahal. sopsop
oh ya, yang merah tu red velvet flavor. sangat sedap, harus cuba.tak wajib.kalau wajib,kalau tak pergi cuba jadi berdosa. -_____-""


 murni ss2
i miss you.
pelik

him hanging around his house watching football.
i just love this

hang out with kakak 
air suam suam kuku giteww

bring his sister for some big apples.


coklat nisan and pandan milk candy.
my favourite would be the pandan.especially when his mom bought it for me ;)

new born afif haidar.
besar cepat cepat, nanti nak men dukung dukung. =___=

free teddy bears that i got from clarks.
can i put this in Ted's car? i don't like them in my room.


okedahtujebai.